Crappy Day

Man, tough day today in school. Nothing in particular except the kids being impossible. One of the girls just continually misbehaves, but as soon as I say anything to threaten her she just bursts out crying. Or she just starts crying if another student looks at her the wrong way. Or sometimes I haven't a clue why and she just cries. And then five seconds later shes laughing her head off...I`ve had too many days recently where the idea of facing into another year of the teaching sounds horrible, and not enough days where it has felt rewarding. So I don`t think I`ll be staying on another year. And that got me to thinking about home more. I try to read the Irish newspaper most days (but I`m glad to miss out on a lot of stuff) and its just depressing to read moaning about the same ol crap. It pisses me off because theres stuff that makes me homesick just to think about it (ie. grass; space), but then when I`m reminded of all the crap, I`m reminded of the reasons I came out here in the first place.